Musical Passion In Me

2008-12-07T14:30:00.002+08:00

hey heys!
second post of the day.
to be honest,
i feel like changing my email and blog address.
so you guys have to relink me, yeah?
ya, so i've already created a new mail.
add me at:
th-simplestaddiction@hotmail.com

thanks!
off to add all moi contacts.
BYE!

2008-12-07T12:49:00.002+08:00

HEYLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs!
haha.
sth to say:
I'M BORED.
VERY VERY BORED.
I WANT TO GO OUT.
D: .
ayways today is joey tan's birthday.
so:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY TAN!!!
nyahaha.
im bored.
i think im going to call king yan or joey or rena to see if they want go out.
gahh.
i want to go out with him.
nahh.
not gonna happen.
GAHH.
WONG KING YAN I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!!

2008-12-06T13:30:00.001+08:00

forgot to say this just now:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI TING!!!=).
may all your wishes come true!

71th post. nyahaha!

2008-12-06T12:47:00.003+08:00

HEEEEEEEEEEEEELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs!
im bored.
there's nothing to do.
hw, blehhs.
group work only.
been blog-hopping since just now.
damn sian.
RANDOM SENTENCE!!!!
i need a new phone.
was that random?
idk.
anyways,
i really need a new phone.
my phone has gone crazy.
like me=).
but seriously,
any suggestions?
i wanna get a sony ericsson der.
and best you all tell me before moi birthday.
cos i prefer getting it then.
dunnoe lahh.
still need see if my parents let me buy new one lor...
gahh.
help me yeah?
oh and im saving up to buy twilight.
cos my parents wont buy for me.
GAHH.
currently having a fever and the flu.
damn you rena loh.
but wtf, lost my voice after cured from sore throat.
im lucky i can blog.
cos i cant talk at all.
im using the home alone way which is by a bell.
NYAHAHA=).
okay enough of my crapping.
going to find something better to do.
buhbye!!!
hating the holidays.
i know we can meet up,
but gonna miss you lah.
GAHH.
KING YAN I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!!

2008-12-05T13:56:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs!!!
haha.
very bored at home since band break started.
but wth.
like that can go out.
GAHH.
anyways,
mum baked cupcakes!!!
damn nice.
but i really dont know what's with her.
usually wont bake der.
dunnoe bah.
anyways,
im done posting.
pictures below.
bye.

ingredients. half only. the other half keep liao.

before baking. nyahaha

after baking. left half cos my brother eat alot.

hope you guys enjoyed staring at the pics and feeling jealous.

haha.

anyways,

going to read manga.

buhbye!

i like you but dont dare say it.
help me anyone?
GAHH.
only king yan understands.
i wish you would understand, ******(im not revealing his name).
cos i like you.
ALOT.
gahh.

2008-12-04T14:05:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs.
wah seh, damn tired sia.
woke up at 1.

nvr woke up that late before.
band camp uber tiring.
but fun.=).
esp in the night.
am going to tell you everything(okay not everything) that happened.
so BEWARE.
this is going to be a very long post.
=).

DAY ONE (monday)
arrive at school at 7.30 plus.
took cab then met yun ting and yi qian at gate.
then blah blah blah
fall in.
then yadda yadda yadda yadda.
then found out perc sleeping with french horns again=).
ya then put bags in classrooms(1/3) then had full band.
practiced golden jubilee.
then had lunch.
okay lahh.
then had drills.
since i not marching just sit band room do solo pieces.
then after that bath and dinner.
rena ate with us then went home.
then had full band till abt 11.
mr brando tan came.
and took us.
damn cool.
then supposed to go to bed.
but couldnt sleep so went out of the room.
then saw king yan and yi qian outside the room.
cos got some ppl push the table there.
so went to gossip.
wah, that yi qian arh, really know alot sia.
but i cant say anything.
have been sworn to secrecy.
anyways,
me and king yan talked about private stuff.
all i can say is *AHEM AHEM* ah king yan?
anyways, then went to the flutes' and trombones' room then talked to nadiah and yi qian.
then went to sleep at about 2 plus
-END OF DAY ONE-

DAY TWO(tuesday)
woke up at 6.45 then reported at parade square at 7.30.
had morning circle.
then talked.
can be said that we were one of the first to finish.
then had breakfast.
gahh.
nth to say on that.
then after that had sectionals.
okay okay lahh.
then lunch.
chicken rice.
GAHH.
then had drills and the recording.
since i didnt march, hope it turned out well!
anyways had dinner and bath after that.
it wasnt so bad.
after that heard all the other sections play the ensembles from bach chorales.
didnt play cos perc only got timpani then cant play solo mah cos base what...
then had reflections.
leon got scolded by mr desouza.
not only him.
the whole band oso got scolded.
then they talked about bonding and respect.
then perc went out to bond.
at canteen=).
then the guys ate supper and made alot of jokes.
damn funny.
nyahaha.
then after that played musical chairs.
joshua wanted to do the penalty which was to run and shout
"DAVID HAS A HAIRY COCK!"
dont know why but suddenly he went to middle of parade square and shout.
haha.
then decided to sleep with section.
-END OF DAY TWO-

DAY THREE(wednesday)
woke up then ate breakfast.
then had sectionals.
david talked to us about the parts.
yah then had full band.
after that had lunch.
sucky.
then clean band room.
helped amelia, jean and wendy clear scores.
then steven vacuuming then then yq scream cos saw spider.
then a while later she scream again cos saw lizards.
then steven oso scared then give terence "suck" it.
according to him lahh.
but then oso the lizard run away.
ya then after cleaning the band room look darn clean.
then sent home by nadiah's parents.
-END OF BAND CAMP-

nyahaha.
done.
gahh.
currently got sore throat and flu.
all rena's fault.
DARN YOU RENA LOH!!!
super happy cos got to be near him all camp.
gahh
only king understands.
but i wish he would notice.
i like you.
GAHH.

2008-11-30T07:29:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs!!!
=).
okay now very sian.
so blog.
anyway want to say something:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE HAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
may all your doggy woof woofs come true.

...
okay bored.
very short post.
will blog later.
maybe.
but
I SHALL BE GONE FOR 3 DAYS!!!!=)
muahahaha!!!!!!!!!! get to see that person!!!!!!!!!!!

okay im bored.
i will be gone cos of band camp.=).
will be back on wed.
BUHBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
end of post.=)

2008-11-28T15:31:00.002+08:00

heyy.
very bad mood.
gahh.
back from band.
had drills.
didnt march.
dunnoe why.
yah so marvin came today.
then he talked to us.
us meaning me, rena, wee hao, raqib, joshua, prasanth and steven.
yah.
okay i feel pissed.
i found the quiz on celine's blog.
thought i want to do it.

CAUTION:
long quiz ahead. :D
1. What is your full name?
Nila Sri Rahayu
2. Are you single?
no. im attached to my ASS.=)
3. What is your favourite number[s]
13 and 20.
4.What is/are your favourite colour?

black. and white.=)
5.Least favourite colour[s]
PINK. yet i wear pink socks to school.-.-
6.What are you thinking now?
about what marvin said just now.
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
blehhs. i guess. but need ALOT of improvements.
8.What are your favourite subjects in school?
science, english. of and BAND(its a language to me=D).
9. Do you shop at malls?
DUHH. but not very often.
10.Where do you wish to be right now?
i dunnoe. my aunt's house? cos i cant wait for this sunday?
11. What should you be doing now?
packing for band camp. cos tmrw and sunday no time.
12.Do you have any crush on anyone?
maybe.=X
13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
when i bought concert attire.
14. What was the last thing you drank?
bubble tea?
15. Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?
no i love them. WHAT TYPE OF QUESTION IS THIS?
16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
ya, all i have to do is get a cold. then i'll sneeze. =.=
17.Do you fall for people easily?
NO LIKE DUHH!!!
18. What does your last text msg read?
"you go IMM is it?" LOL. from rena.
19. Are you too forgiving?
i dont know, actually.
20.How many windows are open on your computer?
2.
21.Who was your last call from?
teo wee wee.i didnt pick up. cos didnt know.=)
22.What do you do with most of your time?
read, use com, watch tv, BAND-ING. and other normal stuff you already know.
23.Will you & your ex get back again?
NEXT!
24.Do you sleep with the TV on?
no.unless im sleeping in the living room.=)
25. Which of your close friends live the closest?
uhh. diyanah i guess.
26.Which item could you not live during the day?
HANDPHONE.XD
27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
uhh. i prefer to skip this question
28.How was your weekend?
the weekend isn't here yet. but last weekend was like shit.
29.Do you believe ex[s] can be friends?
yea, why not? unless you killed them for ditching you=).
30. The last person you quarrelled with?
TAN YI QIAN.=)
31.The way to win your heart?
how the blahdi hell would i know?
32.What did you do last night?
breathe, blink, watch tv, read, sleep.
33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
even if you say my whole name, NO.
34.Are you looking for a boyf/girlf?
no. studies come first.
35.One song that is meaningful to you?
there are alot of songs that are meaningful to me.
36.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
i dont twirl or scoop. i EAT IT!=)
37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
depends on the situation.
38.How long is your hair?
abit longer than shoulder-length.
39.Do you like batman?
BATMAN IS A GEEK. cos no superpower. only got gadgets.=)
40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
uhh... WENXIN?
41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
5 mins ago. i was listening to when i grow up by pussycatdolls.=)
42.What did you have for breakfast?
air. and a whole lot of sarcasm.
43.Is your birthday on a holiday?
if you say school holidays, YES. EVERY YEAR.
44.Can you cook?
hmm. ok lah...
45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
SHOP!!! =)
46.What was the reason for the last troubles you were in?
oh uh. some people.
47.which do you wear more?sweats 0r jeans?
i have no clue about my wadrobe.
48. When is your birthday?
13 December. why? you want give me presents?
49. Do you swear alot?
YES. especially when im fucking pissed. like now=). <<< see i swore.
50. What was your first alchoholic drink?
there was no first, and it stays that way.=)
51.Do you have any regrets?
DUHH!!! who doesnt?
52. Who would you like to see now?
uhh. my cousin? i need to send her the songs she asked for.
53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
yea. my cousin-in-law is a cop.
54. Are you a social or anti-social person?
depends.
55.Who are your best friends? Are you still friends with them?
idk. celine? wenxin? i really dont know.
56. Ever been in love?
...
57. Ever had braces?
no.but i want to.
58. What do you wear to bed?
clothes?
59.Who was the last person who disappointed you?
that's for me to know and you to keep asking.=)
60. Do you trust people?
depends.
61. Who was the first person you talked to today?
yun ting. i met her on the bus on the way to sch.
62. Who was the first person who texted you today?
rena loh *** ****. last name not revealed.=)
63. what was the first thing you did today?
swear. cos i woke up late.
64.Ten people to tag
nah. won't bother doing this.

done.
yah so,
yah.
oh and gave wee hao his bday present.
he stare at it like never see before.
haha.
okay i no mood liao.
goodbye.

2008-11-27T14:38:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha back from school.

cleaned the stuff we got ytd.

hee.

me and rena only.

david himself never come(o.0).

say he too tired after the chalet.

then we were like takig a break when a going to be sec 1 girl came with her parents.

then father look like damn sian.

but the mother like excited cos me and rena were the only ones in the whole canteen.

then the mother asked alot of questions.

then the girl say she interested to join band.

YAY.

may get her as junior.

HAPPY.

=).

then like 4/5 done joshua came.

actually bought books with his mother but he dont want go home with her.

so he stay cos according to him, nothing better to do at home.

then we told him about the girl cos she is going to be HIS direct junior.

then he ask whether we want to take her.

then we talk about band.

ALOT.

ya.

then after that me and rena go imm.

then we crapped alot.

then laughed alot.

:D.

the smile still stuck to my face=).

then we crapped all the way back.

then home-ed.

=).

nth else to say.

oh yah.

tmrw got band.

then we practicing for the band camp filming for SYF.

cool.

=).

hee.

marching with straps.

=).

playing snare drum.

but david may change again.

dunnoe lah.

okay done updating.

BUH BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=).

end of post.

=).

2008-11-26T17:17:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
today helped david and wee hao get snare drum from amkss.
and the straps.
the straps are like hard plastic?
yah so tmrw helping him clean cos its super dusty.
so may update tmrw.
BUH BYE!!!!
end of post.=).

2008-11-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

ellos!
short post!
cos currently lazy.
WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay.
had band today.
drills.
full band.
sectionals.
full band.
home.
done!
tmrw,
individuals.
BLEHH!
cos must complete 3 hours per week.
-.-.......
sian luhh.
oh yah,
tmrw got perc chalet.
not going.
got sth on.
so,

HAVE FUN!!!!
woo hoo super high mood.
and super happy cos get to be near him all day long=D.

2008-11-24T13:53:00.002+08:00

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am posting for the third time today!
WOOOOOOOOOOO HHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
cos im bored. =)
anw, my mum is on a baking spree.
she's currently beside me making pie=)
yes i'm in the kitchen.
dunnoe for wat.
i helping her lah!!!
WOOOO HOOO!!!!!
so fun.
okay i go back to helping her.
yay tmrw can bring pie to sch!!!
yes thre's band tmrw=).
okay end of random post.
BUH BYE!!!!

2008-11-24T11:54:00.002+08:00

okay found another quiz.
dunnoe lah just feel like doing.
cos i nothing to do.

QUIZ:

1 ) The last person who tagged you is :
RENA.=)
2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :
KUKUS.=)
3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :
KUKU AND RETARDED.=)
4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
LAUGH WITH ME AT EVERYTHING.=)
5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
"YOU KUKU LAH!" :D
6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :
become a lesbian. and die cos shawn will come find me=).
7 ) If he / she becomes your lover, a thing he / she has to improve on will be :
be a tiny bit more serious. but wth, that wont happen.
8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
idk. seriously. cos i cant imagine that.
9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :
get her a birthday cake then smash it into her face cos she doesnt get cakes on her bday. her parents say waste money. now i know what to get her.=)
10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :
KUKU.=)
11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
ask them lah.
12 ) the character you love about yourself is :
IM A KUKU! right rena?
13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :
i have an attitude problem.
14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
MYSELF. only better.
15 ) pass this quiz to 6 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :

1. WENXIN
2. CELINE
3. RENA
4. HUITING
5. LISHAN
6. REKHA

16 ) who is no.6 having a relationship with?
idk. ask her yourself.
17 ) what is no.2 studying about?
how to play the sax better.=)
18 ) when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
this morning(does sms-ing count?if not last saturday.)
19 ) Does no.1 have any siblings?
yea. a sis and a brother.
20 ) will you woo no.3?
crazy arh? her bf come find me sia. and i not lesbian.
21 ) whats the surname of no.5?
LONG.
22 ) whats the hobby of no.4?
playing oboe.=)
23 ) where is no.2 studying at?
RGS. good right?
24 ) talk something casually about no.1?
she's a clarinetist!=)
25 ) what colour does no.4 like?
idk.
26 ) are no.1 and 5 best friends?
YES.
27 ) how did you get to know no.2?
i knew her for 6 years. same class. good right?
28 ) does no.1 have any pets?
i seriously dont know.

DONE.
now going watch anime.
buhbye!

2008-11-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

decided to do quiz cos tagged by WENXIN.
so yah:
QUIZ:

1. My friends . . .
- Are humans, and one dog named wee wee. but all of them are kukus and retarded like me=)
2. I am listening to . . .
- the construction site noises of the building of the condominium.
3. Maybe I should learn . . .
- to buck up and improve of playing the instruments.
4. I love . . .
- my section, the instruments and friends.<3
5. My plan . . .
- is to IMPROVE!!!!! =)
6. I don't understand . . .
- why i act like this.
7. I lost . . .
- my temper just now.
8. People say . . .
- i have an attitude problem.
9. I am missing . . .
- the 6azers.
10. Love means . . .
- making sacrifices.=)
11. Somewhere , someone is ...
- breathing, sian-ing, and getting lectured by parents(rena).
12 . I am always searching for . . .
- happiness.
13. Forever seems . . .
- too short. just joking.
14. I never want to . . .
- be unhappy and without money. that would suck.
15. My mobile phone ...
- has a low battery and prepaid. and a bit spoilt.
.16. When i wake up in the morning . . .
- i will switch on the com and msn rena=).
17. I get annoyed when . . .
- The person i sms don't reply my sms.and when they ignore me when im talking.
18. Parties are . . .
- boring. but it depends on what type of party.
19 . Hugs and kisses are...
- things i hate the most.
20. Today i . . .
- apologised to david and joshua.(okay i typed this ytd. i lazy post.)
21. Tomorrow i will be . . .
- in band, having drills.
22. I really want . . .
- To get MORE MONEY.and a new phone.
23. I . . .
- want more money, a new phone and happiness.=)
24. What is your phone brand ?
- Nokia,6300,black.
25. What are the last three digit of your phone number ?
- 593.(*****593)
26. What does the second message says in your inbox ?
- my religious teacher's email. its private!=).
27. Who was the last person u rang ?
- some number. i dont know the person.
28. Who was the last missed call from ?
- that same guy.
29. What does the oldest message from your inbox says ?
- lists of songs my cousin is looking for.
30 . What comes up after " J " ?
- o.(s-h-u-a. get it?=])
40. Go to your sent message - what does the tenth message says ?
- LOL. rena told me something funny.
41. Who is your network provider ?
- M1.
42. How many message are there in your inbox ?
- 4. only important ones.=)
43. Who do u have on speed dial three ?
- amelia.=)
44. If you are on prepaid card , how much credits do you have ?
-currently $6 plus. i think.
.45. Who's the first person who comes up after "C" ?
- Chunglok.
46. What do you have as your main ring tone ?
- Crush by David Archuleta.
47. pass this quiz to ten people ...
- do it if you want. i dont care.=D

okay i want to do another quiz.
please wait.
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blerhs.
never find any.
i'll do when i find one.
or two.
till then, bye!
end of post=).

2008-11-23T10:39:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EARTHLINGS!
haha.
this is going to be a long post
so BEWARE!!!
ya so update about ytd and friday:

Friday
had band.
first was drills.
with mr desouza(o.0).
ya then we learnt to march with instrus.
then we keep joking about percussion marching with timpani.
imagine.
i can barely push the spoilt one.
much less march with it.
then had full band.
got scolded by mr desouza cos some sections cant play the set piece.
i got some parts also got lost.
so ya got some parts my fault.
damn depressed.
imagine going to SYF like that.
damn i suck.
why i join band in the first place sia.
damn.
need to buck up sia.anw
after that got audition for open house.
david say we all no need audtion.
dunnoe lah.
then we go out cos saxes, horns and cornets auditioning.
then had talk.
david say my attitude needs to improve.
joshua said i have an attitude problem.
okay.
i'll improve.
i wish joshua would say it to my face instead of muttering to himself then making rena tell me.
damn.
i really have an attitude problem.
i wish ppl would tell me how instead of telling me to change.
i hate myself.
i wonder what cutting feels like.
should ask chuakahleong.
then maybe i'll join him.
anyway,
after full band had lunch.
didnt eat.
then had drills.
i pity steven.
he eat then shasha punch his stomach then went for drills
poor thing sia.
anyway this time marvin took us.
quite okay lah.
but then still dunnoe who playing what.
then only had 4 juniors cos the rest went home.
cos they think everyone go home they can go home.
stupid assholes.
like that want go SYF.
like that want become seniors.
bullshit.
anyhow band ended at 6.
got scolded by mum cos band end very late then david say no need wear concert attire.
end of friday.

Yesterday
had open house.
quite boring lah.
but okay lah.
then the only people who really supported us were the choir and the saxes, horns and cornets.
then got one small boy like that and his mother walk to drumset there.
then we force wee hao play.
then like the kid like stare at him like what.
then he go timpani there.
amelia give him on stick let him hold.
damn cute sia.
ya so after that went home.
end of saturday.

just came back from buying court shoes.
damn pissed cos the bastard bought my brother stuff but didnt want to get me a new bag.
even though my old one was like going to tear soon.
fcuk him.
then he say buy the shoes already spending.
FUCK LAH I DIDNT ASK YOU TO BUY THEM FOR ME RIGHT?
I CAN ASK MUM RIGHT?
asshole.
damn.
i feel so pissed.
and ive been thinking alot about what david and joshua said.
i really have to buck up.
i really have to solve my attitue problem.
i just dont know how.
i guess i just wanted attention from people.
like my parents.
or family.
cos i dont really get the respect at home.
i guess i expected to get more respect in school.
maybe that's why i act like this.
i wonder if anyone can tell me.
why am i acting like this.
and i want to apologize to joshua and david.
even though joshua is the only possible one to see this.
i'm really sorry for the insults and stupid comments.
i guess i really have a lot of anger that i dont know where to vent on.

I'M REALLY SORRY.
D:
i wish i was dead.
or if i can cut.
i dont know how to improve.
my attitude and to buck up.
really sorry joshua.
and david.

2008-11-20T14:16:00.002+08:00

ello earthlings!
had band again today.
sectionals.(again)
practiced mission impossible(again).
haha.
followed rena and her mother go buy her concert attire.
cos david say must wear on saturday.
walau!
like so rush lor!
i havent get shoes yet lah!
damn.
so yah,
if you got any cousins or you all want come see see,
can.
saturday,
about 9-11.30?
but come about 9.30 like that lah
so we all still fresh =).
haha
yah so nothing to update liao.
so end of post.
bye!!!

ps:
tmrw got band again.
then got drills.
blehh.
bye!

2008-11-19T15:27:00.002+08:00

ellos!
back from going to buy concert attire with mum.
(explanation later.)
cos david say he anytime will check der.
so yah. UPDATES:

Tuesday 18/11/2008
had band.
sectionals.
so practiced set piece.
overture no. 1 and 2.
played bells and chimes!
whee.
so fun=)
then had lunch.
come back david say no drills.
changed to friday.
then must buy concert attire.
white long sleeve shirt,
black long pants
and court shoes. idk how to spell.
then he say saturday got school open house.
so each section must play ensemble.
so, the perc is playing:
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE
hee hee.
its damn fun luh.
then got bongos(david[haha]), drumset(steven[duhh]) and timpani(me[whee]) solo.
so fun.
i play like damn shit loud.
haha.
then nissah, shermine and syahir was there helping.
haha.
then after band went to eat with david, nissah, bob dog(wee hao), steven, amelia, wendy and jean.
so fun.
steven keep crapping the whole way.
then walked to mrt with steven, david, wee and nissah.
then got one guy like say ______ then wee hao say wah that guy very educated sia.
like -.- lor...
then home-ed. =)

Wednesday 19/11/2008
went for individuals.
nothing to say.
came at 8.30
left at 11.30 plus.
so like 3 hours individuals per week done=)
then me and rena like walking to bus stop when we hear the mission impossible solo so we run all the way back.
haha.
then left at 12.30.
lol.
then took 143 with rena.
then went jp.
buy concert attire with mum.
then home-ed.=)

done.
haha.
going to blog-hop now.
bye!

ps: will do wen xin's quizzes later. now bo mood.

2008-11-16T12:51:00.004+08:00

[edit]
ello earthlings!
haha.
tuesday got band.
and drills.
whoopee.
fun.
blehhs.
boring.
ya so maybe got update.
but quite late cos band end at 4.
after drills.
you know what i mean.
so till then!
buhbye!
[/edit]

2008-11-15T18:15:00.004+08:00

hi hi!!!
haha super duper high today.
cos just now i ate 5 mentos at once.
SUGAR RUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
anyway just now got band.
sectionals in fact.
so we practiced the set piece:
OVERTURE no. 1 & 2 for wind bands.
played bass drum.
super duper fun.
after that slack.
so me and rena went out of the classroom(1/3)
with the crash cymbals.
then i took the crash,
went to the middle of the parade square,
and crashed the most ugliest sound i've ever heard.
then i went to the middle of the flag posts,
and crash like damn freaking loud.
facing the general office.
you can imagine what happened.
then we went back classroom.
then bored mah.
so go back again.
then rena went the middle of parade square.
and crashed.
she dont dare go the flagpost so i help her do.
then we go back.
halfway back we remebered that we forgot to do one more part.
but then we go back got alot of people liao.
so cannot do.
blerghs.
spoil only.
so one message to YAN QING:
HAHA WE HELP YOU DO WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO SINCE EXAM END LIAO=). HAPPY?
haha.
so fun.
end of post.
haha
bye!

ps: just now rena played sesame street, dora the explorer and barney on the bells. i played on the xylophone. and no score hor. its just suddenly make up der. haha. bye!

2008-11-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl, had band today.
haha so yah, was quite slacky.
then we made a lot of noise.
david say he want see us.
dunnoe for what.
anyway, currently editing section blog.
dunnoe the seniors see the mail i sent liao or not.
anyways, today ate ALOT of sweets.
haha as joshua says "we all die as a section".
haha. so ya. after that went west mall with yi qian.
dunnoe for what.
nothing to do lor.
maybe.
haha.
so after that home-ed.
on the way home, talk about some crap.
haha.

ps: rena say the concert nice.
and now all she can hear is
ELLA ELLA ELLA EH EH EH, UNDER MY UMBERELLA ELLA ELLA EH EH EH.
haha. i'm rubbing it in.
haha.
anyway got the OBAMA OVERTURE song.
so maybe got put.
but now lazy so dont want.
anyway tmrw got band so maybe got update.
SIAN ARH!!!!
blehhs.
hate my life.

pps: saw WENXIN on the bus today.
talked about band.
blerghhs.

she say if get pumped less than 20.

blehhs.

damn.

but im an optimist.

so...

i'll say...

all the pumping train arms.

so... not so bad.

blerghhs.

hate my life.

going back to editing.

bye.

SIAN ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-13T16:46:00.003+08:00

heyy ppl. just changed blogskin. looks alot like celine's. i noe. but whatever. haha. so yah, created section blog. but havent edit. so yah. but only rena knows so i going email the section now. haha. so yah, comments. thats all haha. bye!

ps: oh yah, rena I HATE YOU!!!! GO SEE RIHANNA NEVER ASK ME!!!! ENVY LIAO LAH!!! haha. joking only lah. but ENJOY YOURSELF!!!! haha. bye!

2008-11-13T14:16:00.003+08:00

decided to do some quizzy thingy... haha nothing to do. oh got band tmrw so can update bah=)...

You Are 70% Grown Up, 30% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.
So what if you're not perfect? You accept your faults and try to fix them.
People appreciate your reasoned and calm approach to life.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

wow i didnt know im that mature...

What Your Height Says About You

You are a warm, outgoing person. You are a very social creature.
You value harmony, and you often play the role of mediator.

You are a very real and honest person. You know how to kindly tell people the truth.
You crave love and approval. Luckily, you are a very easy person to love.

You are about as tall as the average Australian woman.

What Does Your Height Say About You?

ohkay...

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager
And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date
You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party
You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

i am a teenager. at least, soon.

okay i lazy do liao. i creating section blog. then changing my skin. haha. so bye ppl! will update tmrw!

2008-11-12T18:04:00.001+08:00

david just sms. no band tmrw. oh well. band on friday. wait lor! wow this post super short. XD. bye!!!

2008-11-12T16:14:00.004+08:00

ello ppl. decided to post today. didnt go individuals cos got high fever. eurgh. tmrw have band. phooey. oh well. decided to do quiz. saw this on celine's AND wenxin'x blog. beware, it's a long one.

WARNING:
long quiz ahead!

[x] = yes
[-] = maybe
[ ] = no

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x]Talked back to a teacher
yes. but mr soh(chun fei) dont care der.
[ ]Been kicked out of a classroom
no lah. i got talk back, but not over the limit.
[ ]Worn PJs to school
are you mad?
[ ]Had your tooth fall out at school
[-]Gotten lost in your school
define lost.
[-]Broken the dress code in school
hehe. maybe. :X
[ ]Completely failed a test
not yet. haha
[ ]Left class without asking
[ ]Missed a whole week of school
[x]Thrown up in school
yup. pri sch. wasnt pretty though.
[ ]Been beaten up at school

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[ ]Argued with your parents a lot
yes
[x]Argued with your brother(s)
isnt that what brothers are for?
[ ]Argued with your sister(s)
[ ]Have your own room
[ ]Do your own laundry
[x]Cook dinner once in a while
only when my maid is being a bitch.
[x]are loud & obnoxious at home
hahas.
[ ]wear pyjamas when you are not going anywhere
[x]you sleep in
esp hols.XD
[-]all you do is watch television
no all i do is on the com or band-ing. television only at night.
[-]your family makes you cry alot
on the inside. i have a knack for not showing emotion. so u may nvr know how i feel.
[ ]one or both of your grandparents live with you
she used to. kanna kicked out by her own son
[-]you can't stand being with your parents
just one of them.

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[x]you currently dislike one or more of your friends
[ ]you are jealous of one or more of your friends
[x]known a friend your whole life
i do. its only i think she dont remember. nurullizzati
[ ]your friends are all taller than you
im taller than MOST of them.
[-]you have been ditched by a friend
define ditched.
[x]you have memorized a friend's phone number
92376941.96965730.98530225. guess whose?
[x]lost/forgotten a friend's number
just did. ytd.
[ ]been to all your friend's house
[x]you love most of your friends
MOST.

HABIT CONFESSIONS
[x]bite your nails
:X
[ ]an odd obsession with knives
[ ]cannot sleep with door closed
[x]cannot sleep with door opened
i blame my brother. my brother will pull all kinds when i sleep with my door open.
[x]at least 1 sound you cannot stand
scrapin sound of metal.
[ ]write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
hah. i wish.
[-]good at telling lies
maybe.

LOVE CONFESSIONS
[x]you currently like someone
not telling who.
[ ]want to kill 1 of your ex
THERE WAS NO EX.
[-]stay committed for an unusually long time
[-]get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily
bored no. pissed off with him, yes.
[ ]crush/bf/gf called you a bitch before
[x]crush/bf/gf called you self-centered before
hey what can i do? no one's perfect.

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[-]you hate george bush
depends.
[-]abortion is horrible & should be illegal
depends.
[x]gay marriage is fine to you
their problem. not my business. as long my family and friends(EXCEPT DAVID) not gay i happy liao.
[-]boys make better friends than girls do
maybe because boys won't bitch on you.
[-]beach is an excellent place for a date
depends.
[-]pink is an ugly colour
depends
[-]needles aren't so horrible
depends where the nurses stick it in.
[ ]human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
i wish i knew.

EVER CONFESSIONS
[x]fallen down the stairs
falling down stairs are my specialty.
[ ]someone tied your shoelaces together
unfortunately, no.
[ ]had a nail fallen off
fake or real nail? but both oso no.
[ ]captured, manipulated, destroyed a soul by Arcs Falcrisis
that supposed to be a disease or sth?(joking. i know its not a disease. my mum nurse lerh.)
[x]had surgery
how it felt? very nice. like piercing yourself with a blunt knife. =)
[x]slapped someone across the face
yupp. twice. once was wee hao. the other was an asshole.
[ ]killed someone
if i had i wouldnt be sitting here doing this.
[ ]someone has called you a tease
[ ]been to Europe
[ ]worn something inside out for a whole day
what kind of idiot do you think i am?

THE SELF
[1]Name: nila sri rahayu
[2]Nickname: kuku(credits to rena), erm, lala(NEVER CALL ME THIS. ESP LONG LISHAN.)
[3]Married: im twelve. going thirteen.
[4]Zodiac Sign: sagittarius.
[5]Gender: homosexual. JOKING. female.
[6]Age: 12. thirteen in 1 month 1 day.
[7]High School: CSS?
[8]College: haha very funny.
[9]Height: last time i measured was about 163.
[10]Weight: err... not sure bah.
[11]Do you like yourself: duh.
[12]Piercings: none.
[13]Right or left: -NA-
[14]Are you a freak: yes. in a good way.
[15]Hair: black.
[16]Skin: brownish bah.
[17]Allergic: strawberries.
[18]What are you doing now: breathing, blinking, typing, staring. XD
[19]What will you do 1h later: bathe then eat dinner. then watch tv.but all the while breathing.
[20]What will you do 10 years later: 10 years.. might still be studying. and breathing.

THE FAMILY
[21]Live with parents: duh.
[22]Siblings: one elder ~~sister~~brother.
[23]Found your other half: not yet.
[24]If yes, who is he/she: not applicable (NA)
[25]If no, who you want he/she to be: IDK.
[26]Time(s) you in relationship: NA
[27]Ever woo boy/girl: STUDIES COME FIRST.
[28]Anyone woo you before: NO.
[29]Anything wrong to your other half: NA
[30]What was/were the wrong you had done: NA
[31]Ever argue with your other half: NA
[32]You with your other half since: NA
[33]Are you straight/lesbo: both. JOKING! im straight.
[34]Reasons you love your other half: NA
[35]you & your other half in which stage: NA
[36]you woo he/she or he/she woo: NA
[37]the enemy you hate most: no comment.
[38]your most beautiful girl friend: everyone's beautiful in their own way :D
[39]most handsome guy friend: okay i dont want to answer this
[40]the kind of girl you dislike the most: arrogant, self-centered, PAI KIA.
[41]the kind of guy you dislike the most: act cool, arrogant, PAI KIA.
[42]fell in love with your close friend before: no. all my friends are studies come first.
[43]your best friend is your ex lover: no.
[44]if your friend backstabbed you: so? what u want me to do? kill her/him?
[45]if your best friend betrayed you: ASSHOLE. i dont know her/him. best friend my ass.
[46]if your friend woo your lover: my lover's problem. not mine.
[47]if your friend falls in love with you: well... that depends on who that friend is.
[48]if you fall in love with your best friend: hmm... usually best friends are better than lovers, so i prefer to not fall in love, yea?

THE STUDIES
[49]are you a good student: define good.
[50]you always done your homework/assignments: almost always.
[51]teacher/tutor you love the most: hmm? idk. my cousin lahh. she give freedom okay?
[52]always late to sch/college: im always too early actually.
[53]you love your seniors: duhh. except DAVID. he's GAY.
[54]senior who you love the most: WHO WOULD FUCKING HELL CONFESS SIA.
[55]your classmates good/bad: depends
[56]excellent result classmate: angie koh ann ping.
[57]laziest classmate: too many to count.

THE PEOPLE
[58]smart people: everyone's smart. just in different ways.
[59]stupid people: everyone's stupid too. just differently.
[60]good-looking people: o.o everyone's good-looking in their own way.
[61]ugly people: hmm... none xD
[62]funny people: ppl call me funny. IDK.
[63]cute people: definitely not.
[64]bad people: define bad.
[65]honest people: no one person can be honest for their whole lives.
[66]acting people: no comment. everyones acts one time or another.
[67]what kind of person are you: err... tall, retarded, crazy, high, wierd, retarded, crazy, kuku, abnormal, KUKU!!!

THE PREFERENCE
[68]Lip or eyes: eyes.
[69]hugs or kisses: do i really have to choose? i hate both.
[70]shorter or taller: taller.
[71]hesitant or spontaneous: ... idk?
[72]nice stomach or arms: both ><
[73]listener or talker: listener. but both is better :D
[74]romantic or rich: depends bah.
[75]good husband or good father: both. :D

THE FUTURE
[76]able to get married: possibly.
[77]no. of kid(s): idk.
[78]career: sth legal.
[79]salary: enough to paybills and live comfortably.
[80]retirement age: don't know. see if i like my job/not.
[81]properties values: idk?
[82]wishes: lead a healthy and happy life. DUHH!!! oh and keep the friends i already have.

haha done. i'm going to watch tv. oh yah, ytd steven talk about wee dog, his father bob dog and his grandfather bob sth? ya, its bob lauren. LOL. will update on band tmrw. the hols are passing by and i can only see one thing: BAND ROOM. haha. bye ppl. will update tmrw.

ps:oh yah, sth that will please syafiqah alot: I WANT THE TWILIGHT BOOK!!!!!! happy syafiqah? mission accomplished.

pps: 50th post. haha. slow right?

2008-11-11T15:06:00.002+08:00

haha. back from band. rena took photo of mr desouza acting cute(from his facebook)then go show everyone. haha. anyway, just now during band steven call wee hao dog, then his father bob dog. his grandfather dunoe what bob something. not sure what lah. so the band is playing 3 songs. and im playing timpani for everything(NOT COMPLAINING HOR JOSHUA KWAN!!! cos no need move around. haha). one is pasadena(duh!!!), OBAMA overture(lol) and Big band favourites. last one i think is the title. not sure. anw its a jazz piece. so quite boring. haha. but okay lahh. okay done updating. going facebook again. maybe can find more stupid pictures by mr desouza. haha. bye!

2008-11-10T14:43:00.001+08:00

man today feels so wasted... im just at home doing nothing... i should start on my hw but im lazy... and im doing the groupwork myself lah... blahdi hell lah... im leaving. bye.

2008-11-09T10:43:00.003+08:00

haha saw this on celine's blog. decided to do it cos im BORED!!! and stressed over OBAMA OVERTURE. phooey.and david said sat prac become thur prac. wow im excited. cant wait. blehh. oh and joshua deleted his blog. maybe. dunnoe. phooey again.

1. Besides your mouth, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
i hate kisses.=). the only person i really have no choice against is my grandmother.
2. Were you happy when you woke up today?
yes. cos my brother isnt home.=).
3. How about now?
not really. i'm pissed off. rena should know why
4. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
not everyday. i hate sugar high.
5. Who was the last person you ate with?
er... my non-existent twin. say hi!!! (boo. haha!)
6. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
er... other than normal science... not really.
7. Kiss on the first date?
there was NO first date.
8. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
chicken :D
9. What were you doing at 10 am?
err... jumping around the house screaming? okay kidding. er... on the com lah.-.-
10. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
erm... YES!!! im more crazy now...
11. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
i spilled hot coffee on my hand. thats how i injured it. okay not spilled. my dad poured it on me.
12. How old will you be in 10 months?
er... still 13 i guess.
13. Who was the last person to text you?
rena. asking me what happened ytd during band. and she sms-ed yesterday. yes i noe im pathetic!!!
14. What month is your birthday in?
december. haha u guys owe me pressies!
15. Can you live a day without TV?
i think so. i just lived a day without tv.
16. When was the last time you saw your dad?
i hate him. i dont want to ans this.
17. How many pets do you have?
i have a non-existent hamster. does that count?
18. Are you a female or a male?
im homosexual. JOKING!!! im a girl.
19. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
depends.
20. What are you doing for your next birthday?
celebrating it lah. DUHH!!!
21. What are you thinking about right now?
how to reply to rena on msn.
22. Any plans for next weekend?
eat.sleep.breathe.slack.eat.sleep.breathe.slack. you know the rest.
23. Do you smile a lot?
yes. i blame rena.
24. When was the last time you cried and why?
erm... does crying in your heart count? if so... ytd.
25. Have you ever had a life-threatening injury?
nope. but im wishing to. JOKING!!!!
26. What do you want to be when you grow up?
a person.=D
27. Do you like flying or driving?
i have never flown before. wait i have! im an angel. blehhs. random.
28. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
explain or NEXT!!!!
29. What is your favourite thing to spend money on?
presents for birthdays that all come at once(hinting to seniors).
30. Do you wear any jewelry daily?
nope.
31. Who got you the jewelry you are currently wearing?
im not wearing any!!!
32. Who is the funniest person you know?
STEVEN PAUL VINCENT. =)
33. How often do you remember your dreams?
not really.
34. What is your ringtone?
Crush-David Archuleta.
35. Pass this quiz to 3 people
do if you want. i dont give a damn.

PISSEDPISSEDPISSEDPISSEDPISSEDPISSEDPISSEDPISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!! damn. im leaving. have a nice life. and i stopped saying the reporting crap. waste my time. goodbye.

2008-11-05T11:26:00.001+08:00

heyys ppl, ytd went for taf camp. quite okay lahh... during lunch went band room(missed band haha) then kuku tell me i playing new song... okay they were talking about some obama overture(see tagboard)... i was like right... then went bedok reservoir go flying fox. uber cool im telling you. then as i was climbing up ladder, heard amanda scream cos the teacher pushed her off. nearly tripped off the ladder. got so shocked. haha. so fun. too bad no pictures.then on way home asked joshua if i really playing only new songthen he say i playing both. both meaning pasadena and new song.=.=. okay...like whatever... thats all for today. this is NILA, reporting from CMBand Percussion. man i should really stop doing this. anw, bye!

ps: i injured my hand. haha!!!

2008-10-31T17:19:00.002+08:00

heyys ppl.sry for not updating these few days. went for individuals(forced to & was slacking lahh). so update on these few days:

Tuesday(28/10/2008)
went for band prac. practiced PASADENA. just realised; when you're playing it with the band, it is like uber boring cos Mr DeSouza keep stopping cos the cornets & other sections cant play. no offense tho. *Yawn* like uber boring. after band, went JEC with rena, joey and king yan. rena told me she was sick of fast food and she bought FRENCH FRIES fom MCDONALDS and went home(=.=). after that, went king yan's house. cos bored. played for a bit. then took LRT with joey. then home-ed(:]).

Wednesday(29/10/2008)
went individuals cos yi qian keep bugging me to go. found it uber boring cos i can play pasadena redy(unlike SOME people). haha. who ask them never practice. then rena keep smsing me about the MUSHROOMS she saw outside school. uber cool. then mum called. so home-ed alone cos of the ___________ problem. :'(. in the end very bored at home. :'(.

Yesterday(Thursday 30/10/2008)
went individuals(again) with Joey. uber boring. even Joey agrees. king yan never go so we went her hous(again) cos joey wanted to get the score from her. so went her house. MSN-ed with rena then king yan keep confusing her until i told her it was me. she dont believe so she asked me a stupid question:

Who is KUKU's stead?

i told her senior kuku was *____ and junior kuku is *_____. then she finally believe. haha. then we got bored. so played king yan's Wii. o.0. didnt know she had one. my first time playing okay. maybe ask for this for my birthday. at first played tennis. joey and king yan play first. i was laughing like hell cos king yan sitting down still can beat joey. haha. then i play against king yan and lost. but then play with joey then win. haha. then played boxing. me and king yan play until damn confusing until dont understand. found out i rocked at tennis but sucked at boxing. haha uber fun. told king yan i wanted to play it again soon. then home-ed. haha. :]. maybe will go her house again. uber fun crapping, whee. :].
*names shall not be revealed. :]

Today(31/10/2008)
had band with Mr de Souza again. uber boring. did Bach Chorales For the Band. lazy to play so asked Joshua to play. then sit down listen to Steven crap about gay dogs and gay dog marriages. cos he saw wee hao's phone got his dog FeiFei's pic then steven say its wee hao. =.=. then he call terence dog cos he keep holdin brush. LOL. then after band went a lot of places(cos mix up the place). then joey, king yan and yi qian go my house. play monopoly then sian so play laptop. they just left so got time to blog. :].

haha done updating. anw, my bro watched HSM 3 redy(you believe? he is those type of act cool der and he's turning 15 next 6 jan...) he said nice. so next sunday me, joey, joo yee, stephanie and her cousin going to watch. YAY!!! okay disappearing now. this is NILA, reporting from CMBand Percussion.

ps: HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

2008-10-28T18:25:00.002+08:00

heyy guys. uhh. just wanna say thanks for all the nice(yet weird) words. i really appreciate it. and chunglok, HAHA!!!! I BEAT YOU!!!! lol. haha. so yah. just asking, erm... u all can make urself free on 3 dec? got some concert crap. i think. erm... yah, so if im sure, im playing. i think. so just make urself free. yah. so done. updated. this is NILA, reporting from CMBand Percussion. bye!

2008-10-26T14:44:00.003+08:00

what is your problem?

you come home, screaming at everyone,

not caring that the door is open and the neighbours can hear every word

you then scream at me after seeing my report book

what is your problem?

i hate you

i feel like screaming all the vulgarities at you.

even mum is quite happy with my results.

its only you, you, you!!!!

i've already done my fucking best!!!

why cant you fucking understand that?

you then start accusing me of spending too much time on the computer

and in the band until i dont study!

are you fucking blind??!!!

when your friends came to our house,

i was fucking walking around with my fucking science notes!!!

even when your sister's family came,

i stayed inside my fucking room to study!!!

what is your problem?

i hate you

just because you've just patched up with my brother after a big fight

doesnt mean you could treat him unfairly.

i did fucking better than him in the exams

and yet he got all the fucking praises and compliments.

what is your problem?

everytime i ask you a fucking question, you dont give a fucking damn!!

you only care of what my brother says!!!!

is that fucking fair!!??

maybe this is gender inequality.

what is your problem??!!

i hate you

what is your problem?

everytime i tell you i have band,

you start saying that band is the reason i got low marks!

you dont give a fucking damn when he was out the whole fucking day!!!

now that we have more band practices,

you start saying that im lying to you and

its just a reason to go out with my friends

dont you fucking realise that you are the fucking one

who sends me and fetches me from school like a prisoner!!!

i try to ignore all the comments you said and the criticism

but dont you think you're going a bit too far!!??

what is your problem?

i hate you

what is your problem?

you always say that you prefer sleeping at home than to send me to school

if you want to, why do you even bother sending me to school?

why dont you fucking sleep at home, you pig?

i rather go to school alone!!!

now you're trying to prevent me from going to band

and when i try to tell you not to

you start screaming at me again!!!

what is your fucking problem!!!!!

i hate you

what is your problem?

you come back home,being nice to everyone

then you start screaming again.

what is your fucking problem??!!!!

no one understands how i feel

cos in school, i put on such a happy face around the seniors and my friends

but,

you dont know that i may not be able to come to band again

no one understands how i feel

cos you guys dont give a damn

about how i feel

u guys dont notice that im always alone

what are your problems?

you guys never pay attention

im always ignored

i know you guys hate me that much

but why?

is it because im so fat? is that it?

is it because i take in too much of your priceless time and space?

if you dont like me, just FUCKING SAY IT TO MY FACE!!!!

is that so hard to understand?

i dont even have one fucking loyal friend

you guys take me for granted

just because i do a lot of stuff for you,

help you,

defend you,

be loyal to you,

you guys never fucking appreciate it!!!

i even slapped someone for you, and even got slapped back

but i didnt even receive a thank you.

not even a word of concern!!!

i hate you

im sick and tired of the seniors fighting!!!!

you guys expect us to be so fucking bonded,

then why arent you guys the same!!!!

im sick of people fighting!!!!!

first the seniors, then my parents

then what? my friends???!!!

you dont give a damn about my grandmother

only mum and i make frequent trips to see her

she's your fucking mother!!!!

she's dying and all you can think about is the fight with your brother!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT?!

IM GLAD YOU AND MUM ARE GETTING DIVORCED!!!!

MAYBE THEN I'LL BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-23T16:10:00.006+08:00

ITS OVER!!!

not exams, school! haha. okay, i will post all my results here for the whole world(of INTERNET) to see:

ENGLISH: 69 [B3]
HIGHER MALAY: 75 [A1]
MATHEMATICS: 74 [A2]
SCIENCE: 79 [A1]
GEOGRAPHY: 61 [B4]
HISTORY: 55 [C5]
DESIGN & TECHNOLOGY: 67 [B3]
HOME ECONOMICS: 74 [A2]
VISUAL ARTS: 82 [A1]
CDP: B

TOTAL:636/900
PERCENTAGE:70.7
CLASS POSITION:8/41
LEVEL POSITION: 16/199
L1R4:7
L1R5:11

Comments: Nila has opened up significantly in class during lessons, and is not shy to let the teachers know her opinions and questions. She has a humorous side to her, and this serves her well in her relationships with her classmates. She has performed well for the year, and would do well to maintain this momentum into Secondary 2.

i feel as if im posting my whole report card... diao anw, when i first read the comments, i was laughing like hell lah cos it was like the opinions i gave are mainly crap lahh... even joey tay agrees lor... ya so overall not bad lah... but can do better. LOL. im going to disappear now cos finish updating. this is NILA, reporting from CMBand Percussion.

PS: just now deeparaya celebration, managed to sabo david and joshua. joshua says he's gonna kill me. uh oh. im dead. ya right. oh yah, i nearly called him kuku. HAHA!

PPS: just now morning saw huiting(6azeroseven) then went mrt with her. HAHA! nice to see her. then waited for maisarah(1/1). she dropped a lot of coins today cos she said her wallet got problem. LOL. bye!

2008-10-20T09:07:00.002+08:00

lol i must be mad, waking up this early to blog. well, the msn got problem so yah, post lor... anw, got A LOT of tags and i have to reply. so the REPLIES:

rena: yea! awesome!!!
YANQING: muahahaha!!! you cant run away from me! muahahaha! (LMAO -.-)
amelia: lol. ps, a hint: RUN!!!! EVERYONE'S CHASING AFTER YOU!!!! lol=)
Joshua:hi. appreciate what? if u say appreciate it i MIGHT stop. but tell that to the others too. i cant control their mouths.sorry. mushroom(do u prefer me calling you that?)

yepps, done. so now maybe go audi-ing. dunnoe. and maybe later can go on9. see first. bye! this is NILA, reporting from CMBand Percussion. bye!

2008-10-18T09:07:00.003+08:00

lol... suddenly got so many tags... lol but still can post a bit before going out... so REPLIES!:

rena: LOL!!! yea! awesome!
JEAN: yaya must must!!! LOL
celine: haha thx! =) JYs playing tenor sax!
lin: ur right! i dont care! but thx for the tagg!! LOL...
SHASHA: ya i know who u are! umm... leave ur link k?

ya so done... currently tagging at ppl's blogs and stalking yan qing(haha!)... so nothing to post... oh yah got... ytd got new drumset... cos the old one the toms skin tore... so the sch gave us 2.5k(stingy) to buy new drumset... then in the end get a hideous green colour... then i was like i noe the sch want to be eco friendly but isnt this too much? but then we assemble the drumset... me and rena went yea, awesome the whole day... then sabo-ed joshua a few times oso... he say im going to die next year... AMELIA!!! JOSHUA BULLY ME!!! LOL but its still 2008 and amelia still senior... HAHA!(*STICKS TONGUE OUT*) lol.... kk nothing to say liao... this is NILA, reporting from CMBand Percussion.... LOL...

ps: bored... yea, awesome!!!(hints to rena! LMAO)byes!

2008-10-15T10:33:00.002+08:00

err... yah, so got tags from the ppl i noe... so REPLIES!!!(-.-):

YANQING:err... ya but... ya okay...*sighs*

WENXiN: see/ i knew u wouldnt flunk... ya okay...*sighs again*

amelia: hais... then i'll make sure he tells you, k?*sighs again*

ya, so done... anywaes, ytd called kuku joshua(aka mushroom)... this is how the conversation went... (this is for rena):

[*ring ring*] [*ring ring*]

J: err...hello?('who the hell is this' tone)

N: is this joshua?(i mean his hp, of course him lahh! but did it on purpose)

J: err... ya...(uncertain)

N: err... ya... so this is nila...(wth?)

J: OH! okay!(relieved? wth? does he think im his stalker or sth?)

N:err...okay ya so, actually me and rena wanted to call u but she not feeling well so i call for her...(feeling very awkward)

J: ...(no response. okay...)

N: ya... so we just wanted to say err... happy birthday and sry about that time tuesday we give you the present like very... awkward that type lahh...(feeling as if she's talking to herself...)

J: ... ... oh but anyway thank you for the present...(he took some time.... as if he expected me to say some more...)

N: err... ya okay... ya so ya... we err... are going to give you another present on thursday lahh...(seriously feeling as if i was talking to the phone, not to him...)

J: ... you serious?! ah, thank you thank you...(*raised eyebrows by this time* wth?)

N: err ya okay... no problem... err... ya okay...(i dunnoe wat to reply)

J: err... so ya okay... bye!(very suddenly and he sounded too happy!)

N: err... bye...
[*toot toot*] [*tooooooooooooot*]

err... ya so that was the conversation... too bad rena wasnt thre cos i was feeling like damn awkward by the time we ended the chat... i seriously dunnoe how guys think... i mean, most of the guys in my section are either GAY or SERIOUSLY WIERD... so we may nvr noe... anw, this is NiLa, reporting from CMBand Percussion.. ciao!

ps: this is like the longest post ever... i mean, other than the quizzie thingy... bye!

2008-10-14T11:17:00.004+08:00

i just realised... my last post made me sound damn selfish and emo-ish... well... david shud noe... i told him that problem before... but i told him to tell amelia... guess he didnt... well, i have problems at home, and that trip was the only thing i was really looking forward too... oh well... anyways, wanna announce something to the whole world(of INTERNET):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!!=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!!=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!!=)

old ~~pig~~mushroom... lolz okay shudnt disturb him... lol anyways happy birthday!!! =) feel much better... this is NILA, reporting from CMBand Percussion... lol

2008-10-14T11:07:00.006+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK MY LIFE!!!!

FUCK THE FUCKING THAILAND TRIP!!!

FUCK THE WORLD!!!!

FUCK MY DAMN LUCK!!!!!!!!!!

FFUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn thailand trip cancelled... i mean, its not david's fault lahh... i mean, he didnt know anything lahh... i guess i can only blame my damn ****ing life and luck... i really shud stop swearing... oh damn my life... the trip was the only thing that i was looking forward too... ah, fuck my damn life... oh fuck!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

2008-10-12T13:51:00.004+08:00

heyys ppl, need ur help... feel like changing skin but dunnoe which to pick cos all like very nice... help me? tag to pick...
Choices:

yea, a lot of choices lahhs... so help me, will you? anw, changed music... hope u like it...

BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-11T15:01:00.006+08:00

heyys ppl, ya so just posting cos waiting for audi to download finish... so update(on EOYs):

Maths
i made a careless mistake for paper 1... shyte!!!! and even joey agrees, paper 2 everyone gone liao... basket!!!! ARGH!!! lol, okay, so yah... tats it for maths...

Geography
hmm... think can pass this altho got some parts mistakes...

Science
easy lahhs... but still got mistakes...

Art
this is like, the most fun exam i have ever had!!!! like very free lor...

CDP(character development program)
need i say more? this is about morals... DUH!!!!! oh. and common sense lor... anw, it was the easiest exam i have ever had!!!!!

so, thats done, ohh yah, ytd went IMM with rena and Lin. cos like very sian lah... then we reach thre, go eat lah, then we were like spillig almost all the liquids... i spilled soup... rena spilled her root beer, then we were like laughing the whole time lahhs... then we went daiso and all we could say about those stuff were about a certain 5 ppl(hint: 3 i noe a little too well and 2 are ___...)... so we were like laughing the whole time and ppl were like staring lahhs... then we go all kinds of shops go look look... then like we go some gift shop before going minitoons lahhs... i was like "MUSHROOM!!!!MUSHROOM!!!MUUUSSSHHHRRROOOOOOMMMM!!!" cos i want disturb joshua(perc)cos he apparently loves mushrooms then we were like laughing lahhs... then got one shop(i forgot the name), got a lot of spongebob lahhs, then rena was like"SPONGEBOB!!!!!!!" i keep disturbing her and say "SPONGEBOOB!!!!!"<<<< spelling error intended... then rena wanted to call her mother... she say pls leave a msg after the tone *toot*... then i say "dont leave msg, say 'this is [ur name], im currently unavailable at the moment... pls lave a msg after the beep *beep*' then u put down..." we were like laughing like hell lahhs... then yi qian sms ask hu noe when band start... i was lke ask david lahhs!!!! or Mr DeSouza lahh!!!! ask me for wat!!!! in the end nvr reply her... fed up liao...
SKIPSKIP
saw xian min at Jurong east... so took MRT with her... then home-ed... thx for accompanying(dunnoe how spell)me!!!!

so yahh, updated... hope that was enough for u guyys... haizzz now wait until audi load finish then go play... this is nila, reporting from CMBand Percussion.hehes!:D

2008-09-29T15:34:00.002+08:00

two down dunnoe how many more to go.. =D

ENGLISH(260908)
it was okay lah... but a few tricky qns..

HIGHER MALAY
it was quite easy.. i guess

seriously, i think the exams are getting easier. or im getting smarter. just kidding. i prefer the former. hahas.. but oh well all the best ppl, esp CMBand PERC!!!! if u're reading this, the problem i've been saying is not the only one.. i have other probs =)

2008-09-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

hi ppls, and to oso my seniors who are posting, uh, like everyday? so yah, thx. smiles. so just wanna reply to tags:

amelia: hies! eh who say no one here? i every day come check okay? and thx for the cookies. (even tho i a bit disgusted cos got ur sweat and blood inside. jkjk)
IRVIN: thx for the comment and link-ed.
YANQING: actually i didnt noticed that thre were letters on the cookies. but i must say that they were very well made. :D

so yah done. anw rena just called me to tell me abt sumthing. im toking to her on the hp now. im speechless abt the info. i tink im gonna die. :D. anw, now go update template.this is nila, from CMBand. hehx.smiles ppl!

2008-09-20T12:14:00.003+08:00

heyy ppl, just realised that i havent been posting for like, uh, a few weeks? so yah, i'll update for you.

6 Sep:
JBF!!!!! it was a blast!!!!!! we rocked the whole VCH!!!!! muahahahahaha!!!!! i felt like, i was the best timpanist thre(ps there was a sec 3 senior from SCGS)... hahahahaha!!!!! so yah, a summary: IT ROCKED!!!!!! I LOVED PLAYING WITH THE BAND!!!! WE WERE LIKE THE BEST!!! WHEE!!!

so yah, update. cos the rest like not important. so have a nice day ppl, and good luck for the exams.smiles.:D. this is nila, reporting from CMB PERC. hahax.XD

2008-08-28T14:57:00.002+08:00

heyys ppl, i have an announcement to make. the junior band festival(which im sure all of you know) is on the 6 sep at Victoria Concert Hall. i am selling tickets. It's only at $5 only. so buy hor. if you want, just tag. i'll tell yun ting(who's going back on fri, which i'm not, sry) to pass the tickets to you once we get them. so yah... any the following is for the teachers' who taught me(unsuccessfully):

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!

09 days to JBF:(as you all noe) ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I HAVEN'T MASTERED KIDS AT THE MOVIES!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

oh yah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN XIN!!!!!!!! ILY & IMY:D haha ur so older than me(jkjk)

so that's all. this is nila, reporting from CSS, hahas:D

2008-08-24T13:07:00.002+08:00

heyys ppl... i now nothing to do so decide to post... anw, i saw wenxin's blog... just wanna say, dont be so sadd, if you dont like it thre then come here. its better and they treat u nicely except the assholes guys from clarinet(which are from my class). so dont worry abt them. im sure u can figure something out. if not, u can always come to me for help, so dont worry, k? so thats wat i wanna say. erm... nothing else. bye ppl!

13 days to JBF: OMFG!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! OH SHIT MAN. I HAVE 3 SOLOS IN BEYOND THE HIGHLANDS!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

yo ppl, am now in IT lesson.... done my hw so can surf internet, and so, decided to blog. hahas. now to reply to tags(which are also spam mail ._____________________.)

chunglok: link-ed.
WENXIN: aww... oh well. anywaes 6/9 cannot cos that is the JBF day... sry hor... and IMY &ILY too. and i am also slacking. hahas.
lishan: thx for the tag! and no thre isnt. why? and you never give me daily tags leh laopo.

hahas done, and IT over liao. so im leaving. but not without an update.

15 days to JBF. Repertoire: *Classic Bits & Pieces

*Beyond the Highlands

*Asian Folk Rhapshody

*KIds At The Movies

Oh wait, one comment: ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit so near redy!!!!

2008-08-17T12:48:00.002+08:00

yoz everyone! am in a good mood today cos no one at home. hehes very fun! anywaes i've got good news(to me lah): I'm going to thailand with the band at the end of the year!!! yes baby!!! hahas very excited.. its on the 27Nov-1st Dec. gonna celebrate wee hao's bday thre so can bash him!!! muahahahaha!!!! hahas, now to reply tags(and spam mail .____________.)

lishan: yes i have, but as i said, you didnt know it.-.-
celine: haha no probs. wat are friends for? anywaes ILY & IMY too. takecares and JYs for band!

20 days to Junior Band Fest.(keeping track): Oh shit thre's still one more song to get.

2008-08-10T12:48:00.002+08:00

erms... hey ppl. yesterday ndp very nice. liked the band. wished CMB could be like that. hahas. anywaes, just back from malaysia. so happy national day. now want to reply tags.

Lishan: i dunnoe larh... ur birthday 25 august or sep? i now confused larh...
WENXIN: HEY! thx for tagging!!! JY for band too! are you involved in the junior band festival?
junhin: link-ed. thx anyway.

2008-07-31T17:12:00.002+08:00

Today is how to say... different. CDP not boring, just upsetting(but in a gd way. lol.). anywaes, replying tags first...

Chunglok: huhs? i dont get it chunglok.
Lishan: Damn shit lah you, waste space onli, but nvm. i like, k? and i not happy until you tag every day. =D
.::waVe::.: thx for tagging. and i'll relink.
Zhiming: ZHIMING!!!!!! hi. ok, i'll relink. THANKS FOR TAGGING!!!!
WENXIN: yo! RELINK-ED!

2008-07-27T14:20:00.002+08:00

just finished watching sky of love... begged mum to buy the dvd... in the end watched together.. So sad sia... but very nice... recommend this show... love it... anywaes, saw these two quizes(?) on celine's blog, so decided to do.. hehex. XD

ONE
The rules of the game get posted at the beginning. Each player answers the questions about themselves. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 2.47pm

Name: Nila

Sisters: -

Brothers: Arfian

Shoe size:not sure.

Height: 160cm

Where do you live: Singapore

Favourite drinks: hmm. water :D lol.

Favourite breakfast: don't know. rarely eat breakfast.

Have you ever been on a plane?: nope.

Swam in the ocean: yepps.. salty and fun.XD

Fallen asleep at school: not during lessons though. can't risk it :D

Broken someone’s heart: wonder who's tat someone? but nope.

Fell off your chair: just did. lol XD

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: dont think so... longest was 2 hours. lol =D

Saved e-mails: yea. like if they were impt.

What is your room like: doors, windows, bed, laptop.

What’s right beside you: handphone, papers, water, the computer, the window.

What is the last thing you ate: havent eaten. :D

Ever had chicken pox: duh.

Sore throat: duh.

Stitches: yepps.

Broken nose: nope. saving it for someone important. hehex :D

Do you believe in love at first sight: not love. infatuation. lol

Like picnics: not really. too girly and boring.

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: hmm... dunnoe if i even danced with someone before. XD

Last smile you made: just. lol. when i see this question. lol.

You last yelled at: bro. wanted to borrow his hp. lol

Today did you:

Talk to someone you like: yepps. rena, my wacky sectionmate.(does msn count?)

Kissed anyone: N-O.

Get sick: no.

Miss someone: erm, yupps. my section =D

Eat: not yet. D:

Best feeling in the world: Being happy cos ur loved?

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: NO!!! i rather die

What’s under your bed:a broken bedframe, a skateboard and other stuff that i dont want to know.. :X

Who do you really hate: not hate. just despise.

What time is it now?: 2.58pm

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: my seniors? cos they're performing at amk cc today?

Do you have any siblings: yea, duh.

Do you want children: no comment.

Do you smile often: ask my seniors. they shud know. :D

Do you like your hand-writing: hate it. lol.

Are your toe nails painted: nope.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my non-existent twin? hahas lol =D

What color shirt are you wearing now: black

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: hw-ing. sadds. D:

I can’t wait till: school holidays are here.

When did you cry last: err... last year? dunnoe

Are you a friendly person: not up to me to decide. x_x

Do you have any pets: no D:

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: somewhere in the world...

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: erm, it was amelia(senior) when she dragged me around the band room... erms... YES!!!

Do you sleep with the TV on?: i dont even have a tv in my room.

What are you doing right now?: the quiz lah... then wat u think i doing? dancing?

Have you ever crawled through a window?: u just gave me an idea of what to do.

Can you handle the truth?: what are u trying to say? that ur homo?

Are you too forgiving?: not up to me to decide.

Are you closer to your mother or father?: mum.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: li shan( tho she didn't know it)

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: lost count after 2. hahas. :D

Do you eat healthy?: hmm.. don't know :X

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : dunnoe.. skipping this.

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: i'll act as per normal but may explode anytime.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: moderate i guess.

Are you confident?: yes. i suppose.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago ( i was 2 only x_x cos im 12 ):
1. eating
2. drinking milk still
3. shitting
4. sleeping
5.screaming(hehex)

5 things on my to-do list today :
1. slack
2. ~~don't~~ pester bro
3. practice
4. slack
5. slack :D

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. apples!
2. Skittles!
3. cookies!
4. chocolates! <3
5. donuts :D

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. donate to poor people :D
2. i don't know. lol.

5 of my bad habits:
1. slacker.
2. slacker
3. slacker
4. slacker
5. SLACKER!:D

5 places I have lived in:
1. home
2. home
3. home
4. home
5. home

5 jobs I’ve had:
1. student
2. JWPS netballer
3. CMB percussionist(still)
4. CMB timpanist(still)
5. SLACKER(STILL)!!! =D

5 people I tag:
1. not tagging anyone... up to them to do this.

TWO
Spell your name without an E
my name doesnt have an e. NILA, rmb?

When you are home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
of course i close it. pervert!

Do you like your life right now?
erm. we should all love our lives :D

What was the last item you bought?
hp top-up.

Last drink you had?
water. lol.

Who was the last person you hugged?
erm. can't remember. i think li shan.lol

Where are your piercings?
dont have any.

What do you think of gay marriage?
are you gay or something?

What plans do you have for tomorrow?
fencing , band and SLACK!!!

What do you hate?
hate. x_x

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
sch. during band camp. lol.

Are you texting anyone?
nope. no cash.

Do you have a best friend?
define best friend.

How are things between you and your friends?
very good =D

What is your favourite romance movie?
dont really watch them... but... sky of love =D

Do you forgive and forget?
erm... that's private.

Would you rather love with a guarantee of a heartbreak or never love at all?
erm... NEXT!

Which is more important, happiness or trust?
trust. thre's no happines without trust.

What time did you go to bed last night?
close to 12.

What are you currently doing?
quiz and slacking.

What did you do today?
watched sky of love, msn, slack.

Do you hate anyone?
hate, no. despise, yes.

What was the last thing you ate?
last night, pizza.

What are you listening to?
construction work of condo outside.

Who does it remind you of?
construction work? lol

What was the last movie you watched?
sky of love.

What CD is in your stereo?
nothing.

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
no.

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
it doesnt matter cos the "music" of my whole section is louder.

Are you dating the person you texted last?
i rather vomit blood than to date him!(david)

Is it cute when a boy calls you baby?
i'll vomit.

What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
He's my very short senior. hehes.

Do you like someone?
yepps. my section.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
a girl's rule is never to kiss and tell... but i'll boil my tongue first.

Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?
locked up whre? if it's at home, then it's me. XD

done. finally. going to other ppls' blogs. maybe changing skin oso.. byes!

%retarded♥=D

2008-07-20T11:59:00.002+08:00

darn... msn got problem... cannot log in... anywaes, i wanna ask... those other sch the band members arh, you all got involved in the Junior Band Festival in Sep? cos i just wanna noe wat song u all playing... anywaes... now slacking.... ignoring the hw that i nid to do.... hehes! but oh well, i go liao lah... byes! psps: david(SL) made me timpanist... oh well, that's extra work to do... but i like it!=D

%retarded♥=D

2008-07-13T14:22:00.002+08:00

yo everyone... well, you can see that im not in the mood to be joking around... cos i dont feel so well... oh well... just checked my temperature... woah... its 38 degrees... normally i would go to a doctor now but for the love of CMB, im just going to go to sch tmrw... my throat is sore too... hopefully im better on tue... cos got band... somemore tmrw got the sep fencing.... nvm bahs... jiayous... anywaes i have just changed my email...

add my new one: percussionretard@hotmail.com

havent do eng hw... nvm... i doing now... oh well... i go read manga... byes!

%retarded♥=D

2008-07-11T16:46:00.004+08:00

yoz!!! today is my sch new campus official opening... just want to say good luck to the CSS ppl who are performing!!!! Especially to the band members cos they playing a lot!!! Jia You!!!!!!

GO CSS!!!
GO CSS!!!
GO CMB!!!
GO CMB!!!
GO PERC!!!!
GO PERC!!!!

hahas!! anywaes now very bored... dunnoe what to do... ah forget it! i go watch videos!! byes!!

%retarded♥=D

2008-07-07T13:48:00.002+08:00

Yoz!!!! Just finished watching L change the world DVD!!! Damn shiok!!! last time watch at movie on the 29/2... but not enough mah... so begged mum to buy me the dvd when go shop just now.. got free cube and handphone accessory... lolz... so that's how the yee jian got the cube... yah so... tmrw got sch liao... i go lah... since updated redy... go read comics... bye!!

%retarded♥=D

2008-06-21T15:26:00.002+08:00

yoz! just changed blogskin... comments pls!! i think it rox lah... cos, my section wat... so dunnoe bout u all lah.... anywaes hope u like it! byes!

%retarded♥=D

2008-06-20T12:25:00.001+08:00

WOOTS!!!!! IM BACK FROM BAND CAMP!!!!! hahas! anywaes i enjoyed the band camp so much!!!! tho it was tiring becos of march practice, it was great!!! the seniors played really well during the POP... and the march was great!!!! i dunnoe wat to say liao... thinking of changing blogskin... to maybe a navigational one.... but must be abt perc hahas!!! anyway... going to disappear now!!! byes!!!

%retarded♥=D

2008-06-13T13:32:00.003+08:00

erm... before i tell u abt my hols, i would like to warn u. this is going to be a very short post. there will be a long one rite after this... hahas! now, i reply to the tags first... since got quite alot...

wenxin:its actually passing out parade... its like the sec 4s are retiring so we play for them lor... i tink...
wenxin[again]: yes there is a blog... the url is:http:jwpsnetball.blogspot.com
wenxin[again]:thx for the tag toolove u too!
HJacobs: erms... well im not using it to other ppl... its to myself...
HJacobs: and whu are u anyway?
wenxin;HJacobs: i have no idea whu this guy is either.... help me find out?
simin=D: thx for the tag too! u tctc, k?♥x3

thats all i think... the post after this will be very long... so prepare!!!!!
byes.. oh ps, im not doing it today... the post, i mean. cos now very sian... and i got the piece alredy.. hahas!

%retarded♥=D

2008-06-08T11:12:00.002+08:00

yoz everyone... im going overseas for a while so wont update... this is going to be a short post... erm... replying to all tags...

celine: hi!! tagged u back!!!
wave: yoz! enjoy ur holidaes too!!

so... that shud be all... anyone who want to come watch the commonwealth military band play at my sch is welcome=D

Date:18/6/2008(Wednesday)
Time: Just arrive thre at 7 =D
Venue: Commonwealth secondary school
Duration: I actually have no idea =D

So... i think thats all... anywaes... borrowed a keyboard from li ting... to practice my solo.... but dont have score... so waiting for david to mail it to me and rena(i doing a duet)... i go liaos... want to pack and go visit other ppl's blog... byes! see u on fri if i can!!!

%retarded♥=D

2008-06-04T14:29:00.003+08:00

yoz... today very sian... nothing to do... im sure you all oso bored... onli listen to me ranting abt my life...anywaes... i will disappear for abt 4 days from 9 june to 13 of june... so ill be back to tell u abt my holidaes... ps... can anybody lend me their mp3 player???? the journey 9 hours... later very sian... PLS?PLS?PLS???? pls????? anywaes... i will have band camp the following week.... so will disappear again,hehes... aniwaes i want to go now... waiting for 3... byes....!!! see you after i come back...

SOMEONE PLEASE LEND ME THEIR MP3 PLAYER!!!!!! IM GOING TO DIE ON THE BUS!!!!!

pps: happy holidaes!!! take care everyone!!!!

%retarded♥=D

2008-06-02T12:02:00.005+08:00

ok lah!!!!! fine, since wen xin wants me to update... i will!!! li shan wants me to link, ok!!!! sheesh, so sian... still nid to prac for solo nite and the drills, and nid to do hw!!! oh ya, li shan ask me change the "what my name means"... okok ill do it! but huiting-jie, i changed my mind. band is quite difficult... but i LIKE it... hehe =D. ok i go liao... want to watch movie!!! hw can last minute do! jkjk lah... but i havent started tho... retarding in progress... =D

What Nila Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

**new comment**
hahahahahahahahhahas.... oh my freak. onli back part is true. front part almost all fake... HAPPY LONG LI SHAN??

%retarded♥=D

2008-05-19T14:47:00.003+08:00

omg... i haven't posted in 10 days... sian... nothing to do... so decided to reply posts...

huiting: ellos! band isn't really difficult... it just depends on how you act =D
wenxin: ellos! i agree, the seniors are damn good! hope that we can be the same! ganbette!

omfg i just realised that i already replied... oh well...
~~oh wtf~~ i just wasted my time...

%retarded♥

2008-05-09T14:31:00.001+08:00

decided to put this up(influenced by celine-jie)

What Nila Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

actually... its true...

2008-05-09T13:15:00.001+08:00

still on mc for sprained ankle... very sian... just changed blogskin... tell me whether u prefer this or the previous one can? leave a message at the tagboard... thx... maybe go watch vid or somethin... bye...

2008-05-08T11:09:00.006+08:00

well.. since ive got nothing to do... let's just be crappy=D...

Your Beauty Element is Water

Feminine and dreamy, your beauty style is classic and very vintage.
But you never look out of style! You have a way of making classic looks modern again.

What's" Your Beauty Element?

erm... this is true...

Your Mind is Blue

Of all the mind types, yours is the most mellow.
You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.
Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

this is true too...

You Are Not Messy

You're so clean, people have accused you of being a clean freak!
You like things tidy, organized, and smelling fresh.
Messes drive you crazy, especially when you didn't make them.
It's hard for you to live with a slob - or someone who leaves their dishes in the sink.

erm... well... i was damn messy during pri sch(i tink) but i hate messes now(i guess)... so... well... its up to u, ain't it?

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique

Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off

What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!"

i have no comment...

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry.
At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.
When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.

In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.
Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.
You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

erm... i only have an older brother so....watever...

Your Hair Should Be Pink

Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.
You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

well, i HATE pink...

You Should Play the Drums

You are often hyper, restless, and full of a little too much zeal.

However, people may be surprised to know that you can focus your energy well.

You are driven and engaged enough to be a great drummer... and you have the stamina to practice for hours.

In fact, when you can channel your energy productively, it only increases!

You are independent and spirited... but also consistent. You can definitely keep the beat.

You work well in a group and contribute heartily - without needing to take the lead.

Your dominant personality characteristic: your aggression

Your secondary personality characteristic: your precision

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

erm... i do play the drums... being in percussion...

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

erm... okay...

You Belong in Winter

Quiet, calm, and totally at peace...
You're happy to be at home, wrapped in a blanket, completely snowed in
Whether you're lighting a fire or having a snowball fight, you always feel best in the winter.

that's somewhat true...

Your Learning Style: Innovative and Independent

You are determined and driven. Confident in your abilities, no field is too difficult for you.

You Should Study:

Astronomy
Biology
Chemistry
Design
Engineering
Philosophy
Physics
Political Science

erm... i do want to study bio and chem...

What Nila Means

N is for Neat

I is for Inspirational

L is for Legendary

A is for Abstract

right...i am so not convinced....

i think i should stop...

2008-05-08T10:56:00.002+08:00

yoz today very sian... mc from sch cos of sprained ankle... now very bored with a throbbing leg... haiz... today i think got X-country... but dunnoe lah... tmrw cannot have pe... not complaining hor... just that standing around in band will make the leg worse... damn shit lerhs... oh ya, later 17 may got the tutor come... dunnoe man or woman... cos be gay oso lah... but i cannot say anything... later really gay den i die larhs.... i go lah... watch video that cch(chew choon hian) made abt the class... quite nice lah... wait i post........ i try to post... if cannot den just click here.

dunnoe lerhs... later ask the others... anywaes just click on the link...

2008-05-07T14:20:00.003+08:00

yoz today very sian... cos like no sch then slack lor... leg very pain cos sprained it when playing soccer.. hehe.. anywaes yesterday band very the *toot*... not saying it was bad(it was nvr bad) but like very sian... oak no nid come cos got exam... rena got health checkup... raqib cannot be reached( i think his phone still spoilt cos that time he say his phone spoilt)... then only me and wee hao... like very idiotic lor... 2 ppl onli... then my sect that were thre all bois except me... very*toot*... argh!!! very sian... maybe go watch tv after this...tmrw is cross-country(again)... cos that time cancelled cos of rain... then fri still got pe... dunnoe whether cos persuade mum bring me go doc... cos like cannot run lorhs... i go liao lah!!! my life is idiotic, i know.....

2008-05-05T10:59:00.004+08:00

yoz today was sci paper... quite okaylah... 100% not sure but tink can get A... forgot to blog on fri. it was history paper.. quite ok, except for a few questions... but not very confident... my bro say must get A1 like him... dont want to follow him lah... his languages and maths sux, especially malay and maths... anyways after the history exam, me, zhi ming and joey tay go jec eat. go there wif elaine then she go wif her friend. at kfc, we saw elaine then zhi ming like stand up, then slam at the glass there. me and joey like laughing like mad then the whole kfc like staring at us... then joshua(band der) and his friends like looking at zhi ming and ponting. but elaine on the phone mah, so nvr hear. she oso not facing us, so nvr see... then zhi ming like go outside stand bside elaine but nvr say anything. then elaine turn around like shocked like that.. so funny! i go liao... want to go read manga.. my friends are the best man!!!!

2008-04-30T17:33:00.003+08:00

sry long time nvr post. i was so busy preparing for exams(yea rite) and still nid to do david's(band sl[section leader])hw... and, there was a VERY NICE person(whom i tink i noe) comes and talks to me. that person is so NICE that that person filled up my shoutbox... isn't that NICE?

mon(28/4)
eng exam
it was okay lah, not so bad

tue(29/4)
mt exam
so-so... not as bad as i thought...

today(wed 30/4)
maths exam
paper 1 was nto as difficult as wat mr soh said... paper 2 was like.... FCUKING DIFFICULT!!! actually no lah... quite difficult onli...

fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit now im going to stress abt FAILING my maths exam!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-28T15:49:00.003+08:00

yoz. today sucked. we got tortured during pe, got a lot of hw for weekend, need to practice for band concert on 5th of April(o.O), and need to get well soon. got important day on sun. having high fever. fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk. oh i suck. now doing malay project. sending mariyah my info. fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk. no freedom. shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit!!!!!

oh fcuk tt idiot.my post is totally emo. oh as matin shud say "ELMO". lamme.-.-lll

2008-03-19T17:15:00.004+08:00

yoz

sry long time no post...

sometimes no mood,

sometimes too busy.

just now got he(home econs) test,

mdm aishah said that the test wasnt difficult...

@@@

@@@@

but VERY DIFFICULT!!!

lolz... anyway

tmrw is annual X-country run,

i not running though( dont ask me why)

but jiayous to 1/1!!!

hope we win!!!

venkat, jia chong, elaine, zhi ming and all other fast runners

must conquer the top 30 hor!!!

the rest, do your best!!!!

must oso get team award hor!!!

JIAYOUS!!!

love my sticks even more!!!

2008-02-11T15:45:00.001+08:00

haiz...

today very wat lor...

onli late by 5-10 mins onli

the vilau guy oso make us late,

say no time...

then go run around NEIGHBORHOOD...

he say run around sch lor...

very wat

then cannot play soccer...

wtf lor...

lucky, today no hw

so can blog lor...

haiz...

i guess ive been forgotten by friends...

haiz...

i wish i could just die...

i hate my life...

2008-02-09T10:25:00.001+08:00

haiz...

today oso very sian...

dunnoe how to do english crap...

then tmrw go meet joey

do ee project...

just because they center of excellence,

must study environmental education crap...

then project like crap on lor...

haiz...

today busy lor...

monday start sch...

then first lesson is pe....

meet that damn teacher...

very wat...

but last week bit better

although got run...

got play soccer

so not so bad hor?

then he say this week play captain's ball

cos want train us for games day...

bois play soccer

girls play captain's ball

luck at jwps got play almost every week

then pro lor...

i go liao

bye

muacks

2008-02-08T14:36:00.001+08:00

Haiz...

today so sian...

read manga but quit halfway

cos very sian

before on laptop

finished hw

except from english and mt crap

haizz...

dunnoe wat to say...

mt must waste ink print

powerpoint presentation...

i go liao

very sian

see tmrw post not

bye

2008-02-07T16:39:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY to all my chinese friends...

i noe im lame...

ppl tink im "high"

or seriously mad

or seriously lame...

anyway, today chionged hw,

but still got some more,

halfway done on killer assignment...

yesterday went back jwps,

onli see ms norain and mary chou...

mdm goh on course...

haix...

but get to meet rest of sixazeroseven...

missing them...

haix...

not fair

pei pei say got gathering

but onli for media ppl,

top 3 for psle

and mariana's gang...

the rest maybe no need...

so unfair...

hate mariana they all!!!

monday got pe...

so sian...

"he" very wat lor...

tink we army ppl or wat?

run run run until like that

i wish i werent in this school...

but quite happy...

cos got sha, rash, teh tarik and king

band oso not bad

now, everytime hear the lion dance,

ear not pain,

cos band even noisier than them..

hehe...

cant wait to meet friends on mon...

i go now...

just in case you all falling asleep liao...

muacks!!